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A Journey of My Life...

From the bottom of my heart...

"If you love someone, can you bear losing that person? But can you live without loving anyone at all? How about the rest of your life?"

Deep inside my heart....

"Have you ever thought? When you see people together happily, yet, you are alone all by yourself..."

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Heading to the world of vampire...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Roses versus Onion

Roses on Valentine's Day... Hm... I keep on asking myself, why do we give roses to someone whom we love particularly on Valentine's Day? Well, certainly, a majority of them say, It is a way for us to express our LOVE... *cough very badly, spilling out my saliva* A stupid answer I would comment...


Well, by the time you wana purchase the roses, I do admit, it looks so beautiful. Well, the girls are always happy whenever they receive those... After a few days, the roses will breath out their life and wilt... Their petals and leaves will fall off one by one... Wow... What a great way of symbolising their love... You have the brain, you should know what I am trying to explain.


So I am looking for an answer to my doubt, so what is the best way to symbolise our love???


I was browsing through the internet and google for poems. I was astounded by Carol Ann Duffy on her poem: Valentine.

After I have completed reading her poem, I reject the traditional way of symbolising our love, instead, Onions...


But then, is it a wise thing to do like, on the Valentine's day, in the public, worse in the crowd, kneeling in the front of her to give a special gift on that memorable precious day, when she is expecting roses, atleast a stalk of rose, instead I give her onions~???


So read the following poem:


Valentine by Carol Ann Duffy


Not a red rose or a satin heart.


I give you an onion.

It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.

It promises light

like the careful undressing of love.


Here.

It will blind you with tears

like a lover.

It will make your reflection

a wobbling photo of grief.


I am trying to be truthful.


Not a cute card or a kissogram.


I give you an onion.

Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,

possessive and faithful

as we are,

for as long as we are.


Take it.

Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,

if you like.


Lethal.

Its scent will cling to your fingers,

cling to your knife.


Extracted from: http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/carol_ann_duffy/poems/8116

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Quote of the day....

Courtesy is nourished by courtesy...

Screaming in pain

I just don't understand. Whenever people talk to me as they like, i don't want to deny, i do get offended sometime. i just keep to myself, i don't want to make the situation worse. but people, i do have feeling, i can't just keep silent all the time. when i reply to these sort of people on what they have said, they got angry and warn me 'cakap jaga2' and macam apa cakap 'perangai mu ani lain'. Oh duh!!!!
What the hell!!! SO WHAT ARE YOU?!!!! Does that mean u can say anything you like to me and it's ok to use offensive words and do not have to think twice or more that will i get offended by all your words with your 'very nice' attitude? so you are saying that, I must, have to mind your feeling and you guys don't have to do so? If I don't, i know your forever impression is I am the creature on this earth with the very bad attitude. Oh thanks a lot~

I am standing for the truth now.
You got angry with all that unreasonable thoughts because you guys are COWARDS who CANNOT HANDLE THE TRUTH!!!
Typical Malays. Malays seem to be so traditional all the time.


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Friends...

Quote of the day
"Friend in need is a friend indeed"

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Crying in pain

I thank to God for giving me tears as it helps to relieve my pain...

I really appreciate my friends as they are always there for me when I need them.

Seriously, I never thought that my life is this bad. I do not want to say anything now as people tend to manipulate things and create their own story.
It tends to be a trend to people nowadays as they wana find the shortest way to make people to be on his side. How pathetic. Sometime, I feel ashame to accept the fact that I am a Malay.
I've suffered a lot of huge problems and my life is never getting better.
It gets worse from time to time.
I am living in misery.
I thank to God for that because He makes me realise and teaches me
HOW TO APPRECIATE MY LIFE
Life is very short yet is a precious gift from him.
How many people who are granted with a good life do appreciate it?


"How cruel the world is, ask yourself. How bad the person is, mind yourself..."

"The person you thought to be your frind could be someone who is very dangerous to u...
and the person who you thought very bad could be a friend of u..."

"Do not listen and simply believe on something without knowing the whole story"

"One side could be true but it wouldn't last long when you explore from the both sides"

I am mentally and emotionally unstable at the moment... I am so sorry frens...
Please give me some time...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Quote of the day....

"Whenever I think of you, I smiled with fruitless hopes as I knew there's no more me in your heart..."
(Karau,2009)

Friday, July 24, 2009

Blog???

Hm... Perhaps this is just a short one. To be frank, I don't have any idea what to type on, but I feel like I want to put something on my blog. My apology if you don't understand what I am typing because I will just talk crap all the way~

I was in form 6 when I first heard about blog. It made me think, why do we need a blog?
Is it necessary? Almost everybody has a blog.
It made me curious and I started to search on blog.
A stupid thing perhaps, not knowing a very simple popular word.

Generally, a blog is like an online diary its either can be read by the public or selected people only.
Those who have the gut to express their opinion, be it sensitive or not, they will allow the whole world to know what they are writing. So... A question suddenly popped out from my mind.
If that is so, is it good to have a blog???
I was a member of English Debate Club at PTEB. Afraid of getting selected to represent the school (I could see from the respond of the teacher in-charge at that time), I opted out without their knowledge. hehe. The debating topic was 'Blogging is detrimental to your life'. I did have a lot to argue on but yeah...

I just activate myself with blog recently. My life is always flooded with problems that burden myself. I do have friends to express and share my problems to, but I don't think they can tolerate to always listen to me 24/7. Hm... So I try to write it on this blog...
I am not here to get some sort of attraction or sympathy from people but I don't have any other option to choose.

Blog is my only effective way to minimise my problems in my life that I can no longer tolerate their accumulation on my shoulders....

Occassionally, I tend to view people's blog and apparently they are doing the same. Sometime, by reading people's problems, it makes us to think and realise the mistakes that shouldn't be done by anyone. At the same time, if we really have the heart, we try to give our opinion and advise to these people. And to ourselves, we will try not to make such mistakes.

Change for the better =)

I am really interested reading my niece's blog. It really attracts me to read on. I know she has problems too, school's problems and so on that she shouldn't be having at her present age. Eventually, everything is expressed on the blog...
I believe u guys having a blog for some reasons to.
For whatever reasons, at least it helps you to enjoy your life.
Keep your self away from the devilish world...

O.... Wow... What am I saying???? Argh!!!!
I am just a wee bit disappointed because it is very hard for me to escape from problems.
It has become part of my life now.


I am sorry guys if you are irritated with all my posts...
What I am doing is only for one reason...
To reduce the problems i am having and try to relax my mind...


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